Coming back AGAIN

    I know, I know, I did it AGAIN. I just couldn't seem to concentrate on fulfilling Ana's wishes. She only has good intentions, you know. All she wants is to make me thin and lovely, and that's all i want too. Ok, i am SORRY for being gone so long, and i am SORRY for being such a worthless fat MEH. That is what i am. a MEH. it's not an acronym for anything, just a noise to express distaste and dissatisfaction.
    I have such a strange way of looking at Ana. I don't obsess or have panic attacks when confronted with food. I don't think about losing weight constantly, and i certainly don't purge...because i never have to. The way that i think is based on problem solving: What is the problem? Can I solve the problem? Yes? DO IT!!! and that's all there is to it. I know that i want and HAVE to lose weight, so i let Ana into my life. I restrict. I exercise. I drink my weight in water. I use caffeine as a laxative+energy burner. I do whatever it takes. That's all there is to it. I lie and steal and sneak, but i don't feel guilty about it. I'm numb by now. My behavior doesn't surprise me anymore.
   I'll have a few tips up by tonight. Feel free to use them and add to the list!!! :D

Bye!!!

(p.s I need a catch phrase. Something to write at the end of every post. hmmmm.....)